The Players have fixed on a word: Trust
They swear they haven’t been swapping notes with each other. Trust, they say. Without trust there is anxiety.
I choose to let go of anxiety.
At this point I am about ready to trust in cortisone. The Specialist says cortisone might sort it out. All those in favour?
Aye, says Osteopath/Acupuncturist, You should go for it with your tricky back.
Aye, says Third Acupuncturist, Cortisone is a last resort option and you’re at that point.
Aye, says Second Alexander Technique Practitioner, If treatments were going to sort it out, they would have by now.
But some perversely purist part of me feels like it would be cheating the process.
And I just don’t want to have my body injected with steroids if I can avoid it.
the voice in my head 